Alright dear fellow deviants,
I finally managed to get together some works I made since August / September.
I have to prepare for a meeting now and will do the uploads (at least 15 - YAY!) during noon today.

Hope you will enjoy and please don't forget to comment and FAV FAV FAV!

Dear deviants,
I am not even sure if anybody at least reads my journals, but I still write every once in a while. So currently I am working on some boring spreadsheets while at my best freinds place being happy just to be here...

So, that's pretty much it. I'll be going home on Sunday and upload some deviations that night I made here.

taking a look outside is unpleasant, cold(-ish) and rainy but thanks to some art i currently enjoy i feel warm, easy and happy.

audio: Henry Homesweet - Until I Wake Up [link]
(listen to this as loud as possible!)

visual: Sunday Morning by =oO-Rein-Oo [link]
(the picture that made me smile all of a sudden!)

I'm feeling content but I got a cold and can't sleep. My best friend visited me today wih her boyfirend and I' so happy so see her again after a long time and that I also get along with him very well

There always is this. But the outside world still exists and i can't help but thus being torn. Read on and try to listen to the songs on youtube as I do over and over again:

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In Flames - Sleepless again:

Hopeless times approach just give into the chaos
Strangely I find comfort here
Impatient and curious of what may come
...And so the rampage begins
Against the headache I can't win
DRAIN ME

Keep me in the dark.
Don't want to take part
Prefer to be forever numb
Nothing great can come out of this.

But i'm hostage to myself
I fear I might collapse
On the Razor's edge
And I fear i'll Realize when it's too late
Sleepless again
I need to ease my mind
And kill what Burns
Inside

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Fear Factory - Resurrection

Consumed with memories that preceded today
Given a chance to bereave life that's slipping away

Suffered through tragedy of my slow decay
Deceptive tendencies dragged my soul away

All that I know is there was no God for me
Force that shatters all, absence of mortality

Revive all my fears
Revive wasted tears
Revive void within
Revive once again...

Forsaken by destiny, forsaken by my own mind
I must remove my skin to see belief in your eyes

All that I know is there was no God for me
Force that shatters all, absence of humanity

Revive all my fears
Revive wasted tears
Revive void within
Revive once again...

Reach for the sky
Touch the sky
Revive a hope
For mankind

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Bye for now.

i just went through the horror/macabre section in photography and well what should i say, despite 90% of the picture being either plain snapshots (showing some category related makeup or whatever) or portraits in terms of nothing else but fashion or glam MOST deviation are not even photographs to begin with. they're manips what are the categories for?
i mean seriously WTF!?